Don’t be fooled by me.Don’t be fooled by the face I wear.For I wear a mask, a thousand masks,Masks that I’m afraid to take off, and none of them is me.Pretending is an art that’s second nature to me,but don’t be fooled.For God’s sake don’t be fooled.I give you the impression that I’m secure,that confidence is my name and coolness is my game,that the water’s calm and I’m in command,My surface my seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing.Beneath lies no complacence.Beneath lies confusion and fear and aloneness.But I hide this. I don’t want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being exposed.That’s why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend,to shield me from the glance that knows,But such a glance is precisely my salvation.This is, if it’s followed by acceptance,If it’s followed by love.It’s the only thing that can liberate me from From my own self-built prison walls,From the barriers I so painstakingly erect.It’s the only thing that will assure meof what I can’t assure myself.I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me,but you’ve got to help me.You’ve got to hold out your handOnly you can wipe away from my eyesthe bland stare of the breathing dead.Only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you’ve kind and gentle and encouraging,each time you try to understand because you really care,but wings!
Who am I, you may wonder.I am someone you know very well,For I am every boy you meet,And I am every girl you meet.[em07]