[部分原创] 本是同根 相煎无趣
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我父，赐我以血。我母，铸我骨肉。使我以此六根，来于世。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">但我此刻忽而厌憎，我嫌我这一介女儿身子，因了它，我从未片刻知道过自由。</span></p><p class="MsoBodyTextIndent2" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">面对如此时代的美，我竟神游物外。多些遗憾的是，弛翕娉婷的婀娜，却在历史的迅捷飘远但永恒中，褪去了绚彩万代的光泽。我婉转铺排，极力挣，与图。但始终为它害，无由扑跌，与烦恼交握，堕于暗无尽日的因果。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">一旦当我进入到了这个体系中，这就是我的世界了，我便是这个世界的中心。生活就是冲突，而人作为生活的主体本身就是冲突的外观。失所流离，踏过患得患失的长成历程中太多的彷徨之后的喘息，奈何本自生来被赐予的神圣的天真和幻想被迫无记忆的流浪，我们这浑噩了千年风霜纷杂的骄傲族群，能否承了先逝笃信的豪迈心念而</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">终归平淡。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">却忽而感喟，何堪这漫溢人心而亘古不变的</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">愚昧，得以脉承千年。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">或许然是吧，等待，长了也就成了故事，再些耐性，便做了历史。怎想天使，那么轻易的就离开？未曾谋面的相逢，我在踟躇，会是继续锣鼓喧天的脉脉传承，还是嗒然匿迹，隐于喧闹，苟延残喘。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">上帝说，要有光，于是便有了光。车灯透过玻璃折射到天花板上，光如魅鬼。我没上帝那么伟大，我想，要有光，于是便伸手拉开了灯。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">友人曾讲与我，在瑞典火柴蹭亮的瞬间，世上会有一颗幸福黯然陨落。我馨享着夜寐里摆着碎花衣袂漫过的女子，心绪陡然飘渺了起来。上苍，我用力划着了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">8</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">根火柴，你听见了么？</span></p><p class="MsoBodyTextIndent" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我一生渴望被人收藏好，妥善安放，细心保存。免我惊，免我苦，免我四下流离，免我无枝可依。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">但那人，我知，我一直知，他永不会来。</span></p>